AGAIN   Kushners Creation Lake hard to let go

                                                                 It’s all the same, whether you’re in a relationship with a man or pretending to be in one. They want you to listen when they tell you about their precious youth.

his girlfriends might concur

                              although

they askedthen he said

it had been precious

though they to a one related unasked horror stories

                                                          but of course they would they were girls

girls understood fear horror  terror  more than dullboys

who should have balked when the doorman the bouncer carny  whoever  said

                                                                                      Step right up

Step right up with an urgency that made them step uphurry hurriedly  rather than lookround the place and know they didnt have to take orders

                                         they did

like later at the Draft Board STEP FORWARD – they were in the military now – stepped in it – didnt look around take in the surroundings – doomed

   he loitered

               Fuck you tossed the finger at the carny the barker he was there because he was deposited there and that was trauma enough not to respond to some swinging dicks Step up

Hell yasay Im havin me a look round takin in the lay of the land

Step up 

Deef  Blowin hot air man

                           Aint goin nowheres

 

he saw the shelves at the back of the room

stacked with good

snatched top shelf items

before

laden

        he stepped up and saw a happy life unfolding before him because he was prepared

   hadnt stepped in naked    

1507,  Monday,  15  12. 25

1312,  Wednesday,  17  12. 25