About time.

                 his feet

he was leaning against the cabinet the sink waiting for water to boil to make tea  he looked at his feet

they werent symmetric

    his right foot  his toes  longer than his lefthis left foot smaller

he pressed his heels against the kitchen baseboard

                                                         left was definitely smaller

It’s about time.

Back off woudya

                           Ive noticed  my face   it lacks symmetryits close  but its not symmetric

Despite gazing at it for years . unremittingly . . . it’s pretty obvious . considering when you started shaving.

Ja

       But Ive not paid attention

How have you not paid attention to your face?

                                                      Not been concerned?

    No

No Ive not

Since a boy Ive had a handsome face

                                          When handsome why woud one be  distracted

I was aware

I was aware girlswomen were attracted

    I took it for granted

Annot even as a boy when I entered Golden Gloves did I think about it being disfigured

                                                                                             Wasnt in the ring long enough to be badly damaged

    So. Ja.  Truly.

 

This is the first time you've truly assessed your feet?

    Ja

              Since my daughter died Ive made a point of grounding  Being barefooted  Connecting myself with the earth  ground  grass pebbles tarmac concrete

                                                            Feel  as my younger daughter woud say

Feel the feels

    I hadnt noticed

 

Well.

          Thank you for finally noticing.

Youre welcome 

1954,  Wednesday,  15  10. 25