31.8.25


he bought Delilah a second apricot fizz said Vernors ginger ale not that Sam would have forgotten to tell the bartender
          he was a firm believer in redundancy  Sam knew

hed been fuckedover once too many times
now unsparing
                 an curbin his tongue  wasnt high on his list of priorities
Well I neve . .
. . Yashoud have been  a long time ago
                                            Had you then I woudnt have had to bitch ya now
Interrupt  your charmed life

    his friends and family described him as rude
he curled their hair
                      rude
that offended him

in the vernacular  he was brutally honest
Don wanna hear

Leave me out of it

 

Sam brought their drinks over

Thanks kiddo

Yabet Joe.

 

So.   You ever daydream about the past?

    Daydream

                      Nostalgia
Oh.   
        I . . . yes . . I suppose it is.
No
      You

My family home.   My parents, my siblings.  It was a haven.

heaven coursed through his mind
                                     though having just met  enjoying drinks  conversation  he gave her an undeclared reprieve
No  Nothing like that

    This is your hometown Ja

It is.  I mean my parents' house.

he nodded he got it  I grew up two thousand miles away from here
                                                                      Might say I couldnt get further away without leaving the country

You didn’t like your growing up?

Loved it  Woudnt have changed a thing
                                           But thasall in the rearview mirror
Cant Go Home Again  Tom Wolfe

I left when I was twenty

    Do you know, or understand, why you left haven’t looked back?

Baggage
           Ifya havent baggage graduating high school being eighteen  ya havent lived

I contend with whas minemy responsibility
                                               I aint luggin anyone elses
 
Im from an enormous Catholic family
    Im an atheist

                        I don care
   
1717,  Saturday,  30  8. 25
1634,  Sunday,  31  8. 25
Monkees  Daydream Believer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xvqeSJlgaNk

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