pensive choked on his heart

                                  confessed I went through old photographs today  wipedknuckled tears out of his eyes

Why?  Why would you do that to yourself?

                                               Ya had to know it’d hurt.

    I did

Coudnt help myself was necessary

Necessary?

                  What for?you look like shit.

                                                                                     

I learned something

                       I have no clue why I didnt see it before Stupidfuckin stupid   Shoud have known

Im a piece of shit

Hold on, hold on a moment.

                               Does all it fall on your shoulders?you utterly responsible?

    Cant be responsible when youre dead canya

ice cold water

trying to be sympathy What was it you learned?

We should have gone back to the beginning  We dated

                                                            But tha wasnt enough

We shoud have reminisced  Shoud have returned to wha made us  wha   why I proposed why we fell in love

Why we married

    Why we let life buffalo us push us  On

Pushes everyone from behind

We got too involved with tomorrowswha we planned to come around the corner

    Forget to cast an eye back 

                                    Forgot to remember

he got tearyeyed

                Good point ya got a good point.

Jaysus.

 

You ever go through your albu . .

. . No.   No I do not.

                       The only reason they exist is because I was honing, keeping my eye. Was making good money on the side as a photographer. Shooting family kept me sharp for gigs.

    But you don look

No.

Imagine youve offered them to the boys

They don’t want them.

Burnem

    I can’t do that.

They don wantem

Were celluloid ghosts otherwise

                                 Whos tha  Ive no idea     Family

Two generations from now family will mean shit

    That’s pretty grim.

You said it

               Grim

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