. . . replenishyes  wha interrupted himself

                                                      rocked back on his heelshe knew

to replenish garlic powder cinnamon  tea

replenish turmeric had bay leaf garlic onions beans Better Than Bouillon mushrooms root vegetables  greenleafy vegetables

                      needed moremore glass pitchers to retain moonwater

    moon

full moons

             had crystals  the water   pet ashes  family    under them

Ashes

       Arya fuckin kiddin me      Like I deserve this laughed hyenaously

like anything is deserved in this flimsyexcuse for A Life

                                                               When’s it going to get easier? she asked

Christhe loved her

                   Babe  Whoever told you itd get easier

she rockedback onto her heels like he punched her

he could have been kinderbut for what affect

                                                       he wanted her woundedcauterised at the same time

seared

           then unforgotten

this  inventory   list    was her job

she was the fuckinwitch

                            every woman is

he conceded

             pitied cunts who walkedround  strutted  thoughtbelieved   they strutted

women didnt intimidate him

                                 he dugem  

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