while stoned or drunk he went through doorways leaningleading with his shoulder fell through them

                                                                                                            felt

amusinglyawkward 

he was told it looked awkward

was a nice confirmation

    Why do you do that?

Reminds me of running the ball Rugby  Get lowerunder the hit

                                                                          Leverage

Leverage? Against what?

Who

       I associated withwasnt part guys I grewup with   I associated with a rough crowd

Most werent popular Which was reason enough for them to hang together

I didnt

Was a oneoff

Found thathrough no fault of my own my casual associations provoked others

Provoked?

A rough crowd There were other rough crowds

Gangs?

I woudnt call them gangs

Would I call them gangs?

Yamight I didnt

So what’s this leverage.

    I learnedshort order mixing through a variety of  lets callem social gatherings  at bars barbecues backyards Chicagoland backporches  parties

                                                 I was recognised  Or rather my association

Some people like to be fit to be tied

Your presence made them angry.

Yah  Canya believe tha

                           But I learned

And that was?

Goin through doorways asif chased fleeing    well

 

Well?

Looks like runnin away

    I could see that.

Yah

      Was beneficial

How is that good?

Well

       Actually bait

    Bait?   How?

If they followednot tha they did all the time

                                              I bolstered their confidencecoud make a name knockin me around

They didnt conceive they were followin  fallin   into a trap

I did not get too drunk I did not get too high

Kept my wits  Had my days in Golden Gloves

Come at your own risk

Might saylet it ride on this

                              Old habits die hard

It’s uncomfortable looking.

Thanks for noticing

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