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1.  coud

              indicate possibility

2.  shoud

               indicate obligation  duty correctness   criticising someones actions  

3.  woud

              (mood)  indicating consequence of an imagined event

4.  ought

      to

          indicate duty situation correctness   criticising someones actions  

thinking I coudve woudve shoudve oughtve he wondered which was correct

I coud do tha

I shoud have done tha

I woud have done tha

I oughta have done tha

   wha might have been done wasnt hadntbeen important to his consideration

                                                                                     in fact

he didnt remember what he was thinking when he challenged himself

tossed the gauntlet down

                               mebbe

it was

Woudya commit murder

No.  Never.

So ya woudnt coudnt shoudnt oughta kill yourself

Hold up. That’s not murder.

Killin something someone anyone is murder

Not myself.

Youre not someone anyone

No. I’m me.

So youre still on the table

Regarding my exit strategyyeah.

   Huh  Okay 

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