gotta wonder what people wake up with in their heads aint hypnopompic shite

                                                                                    consumed

even before they put their feet on the floor by what they have to get done have accomplished will be complimented perhaps rewarded criticised punished and any a reason for getting up or staying put

calling-in sick

skipping school

lying

cheating

stealing

   he wondered 

what he woke up with had nagged him through the night

                                                             he had visuals  strangers  their voices  words

they were unkind

thought to threaten him

                          wisely however

realised he was a lucid dreamer  he could really fuck them up turn their vapour to stone

                                                                                                   annihilate them

dreamed entities live before theyre dreamed and can live after a dreamer wakes

not stupid

           they werent going to run the risk

if he were an asshole

                       he might only go to sleep to torture his dreams  which is fucked up

though he was sure sociopaths psychopaths narcissists dream

his naggers kept at him  is it an asylum in a slum or a slum asylum

                                                                           slum asylum pretty slick

tried slumasylum

                    would likely trip up people trying to make heads or tails of it without context

 

  slumasylum

                    might assume slurredspeech a breakdown between thought and it emerging from ones mouth

a drug a disease

                     a foreign word not English

THATS  WHAT  STAYED  WITH  HIM  WHEN  HE  WOKE

couldnt say he wasnt intrigued

0530 – time to take a leak,  2sday,  30  7. 24