Now if I was smart he thought he chuckledstopped chuckled again it
grew into sardonic laughter from deep in his chest
finally shook his headshook it off
Now if I was
If I were smart Id be elsewhere
“In that day you shall
begin to possess the solitude you have long desired. Do not ask me when it will
be or where or how. On a mountain or in a prison, in a desert or in a
concentration camp. It does not matter. So do not ask me because I am not going
to tell you. You will not know until you are in it.”
Thomas
Merton The Seven Storey Mountain
If he was
he was a sucker for her
he
denied her big brown eyes had any effect on him
they did not
rather he refused to admit to
her they did
out the gatefirst dating her told her to put em away
she liked his virile adamancy
I want to move to California to
be near my family.
Those assholes he should have been able to resist
himself SHOULD an inactive null and void word in his
lexicon
sharply Listen, those
beautiful brown eyes becoming spitting mud boils we’ve been living
near your fam . .
.
. Near Excuse me
Knowing you youll want to park our asses
smackdab in their midst
They’re my
family . . our family.
They are assholes
Should that should again he stopped himself bluntedsevered what couldnt be unsaid A seven hour car ride one way is not
near Nearer
Screw you.
I want to be nearer
my family.
Not a good idea
In your heart of
hearts you know its not a good
idea
Well.
The heart wants what the heart wants.
It does
Is that a yes?
As close as possible tha I can form
Its a bad idea
it took her family twelve
years four months to kill her the last
six a terror on their immediate family
she became her familys proxy
she killed herself
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Nilsson Gotta Get Up https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6jRh2PRa1tU
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