death   oblivion

                   he knew wha shapedformed the pair    oblivion attractive   oblique attractive

maybe it was because his life was smalldidnt socialise  that lefties death impacted him as deeply as it did

she was coming into her own

they related

were intimate

               her choice

the other three werent prone

very catlike

                 which is why he had cats

was not keen on dogs

demanded attention

                        brooding loyalty

possiblyprobably why couples tested the water with dogs before going hogwild

                                                                                      have children

see if they could tolerate  manage   a mammal  pet

the smart ones

                      unlike those whose children were byproducts

he lead a small contained life jammed full of badgering interests

                                                                     few distractions

entertained himself

                      therefore

lefties death

unexpected

subtracted

              substantially shook him              

    her ashes lay in his lap as he wrote as she used to sprawlbe stroke while he did

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