7.7.24

saw The Dangerous Method    again
                                         which is always dangerous to watch
he was firmly groundedentrenched with Jung  couldnt tolerate Freud
                                                                              college
openly antagonised disputed the individual teaching professor? fuck if he knew Psych 101

got bounced

went to the Registrars Office demanded his tuition be refunded   one would think the money was equivalent to a First Born

got Ugly

but he could do UGLY with the best of them

was recompensed
                     then  SURPRISE
the following quarter had trouble getting classes he needed
                                                                   LESSON
DO NOT STAND UP FOR YOURSELF
thatd be a cold day in Hell


he spent lotsa cold days in Hell



“True sexuality demands the destruction of the ego.”
                                                         no-brainer
destroyed his ego when he was a boy

he didnt understand at the time it was his ego
                                                 he wasnt going to have anyone fuck with him
Pick on someone your own size
but who would do that

fix was in

he learnedunderstood people abused others who were smallerless fortunate
                                                                                    laughed sardonically
he was surprised he hadnt killed anyone yet
                                                but maybe that was the source the accumulating leverage meant to exploit him  have him submit to the Draft KILL yellow people who were fighting for their way of lifemaybe not the countrys geopolitical issues  but their familys 

Communist Domino Theory

fuck those lilywhite purveyors

POWER

old as Christs dog

too old to fetch a stick

but he had young arms young legs

he could throw and fetch
                          FUCK
probably could righteously pat himself on the head
                                                       Good boy good boy such a good boy
laughed
            he was mighty surprised he hadnt killed anyone
yet

1852,  Thursday,  4  7. 24
1616, Sunday,  7  7. 24

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