Ken Bruen continued to knock it
out of the park
Jack Taylor novel The Divil Irish translated The Devil
page 137
Depression is sadness gone riot.
he knew a bit about that
not a personal depression hed
been blue
blue aint depressionnot by his standards
hed seen severe deep
dark depression eye to eye
it deflects
humour
he used to be able
to make her split a gut
shed told him That’s what I love best
about you, how you make me laugh.
wasnt that part of their vow
he vowed
she did too
depression erodesdisavows promises
he didnt have a god
she did
he partook in a rite
church ceremony obedience was in her blood bloodied
literally her parentsher extended family were church elders they enforced religion made it a point since she was
a little girl old enough to understand
he otherwise had slipped church its indoctrination
its infection while he was young
didnt
look back found Drugs
found Music
they helped offset the steady
barrage he endured at the hands of familial Faithfuls
what helped most
he was big and strong he didnt suffer fools gladlyhad to include gladly
she Believed
he did not try to change her
she was
devotedworked her ass off trying to change him
My love I told you I didnt believe I really hope you didnt
think I would be a project If thats true
then this aspect of our lives must be terribly difficult for you Thats your error
If too much there is civil recourse a remedy
he was honest
he was honest as she said . . . to the point of cruelty
he honestly disagreed
she Believed until she didnt
her death was hard on him
he wept
he was blue
last week of April,
2024
1212, 2sday,
30 4. 24
Chicago I’m a Man
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