. . . megrims and tonnes

                        Whadafuck

hows it hes been reading since he was littlehis mother taught him  she was compelled needed to free herself from reading to him   babies needed tending

the Irish writer Ken Bruen dropped Word

if tonnes a metric ton had preceded megrims a flounder hed have conceded fishing  a trawler

                                                                                                   but megrims was written first depression low spirits migraines dizziness vertigo  tonnes following  wished he could remember the context but rather he had been utterly fascinated by the words

                                                       ansince their context had dissipated dissolved   he played

megrims grim

megrin

meguffaw

megiggle

   methinks

hethinks the one time he didnt listen methinks  he didnt listen to himself it lead to his greatest pleasures his greatest heartbreaks

this didntwasnt going as he hoped

                                  might have to feign cute

he wasnt  or nice

though accused

by women

            guys don call other guys cute  nice  or at least he hadnt or ever overheard

thatd be queer not gay queer

                                  queer  odd strange peculiar bizarre outre aberrant  ahyah freakish

arrived

freak

   also accused

what were they

                    his pleasures  heartbreaks    ?

No

      Wasnt going there

hed park the words freshscrubbed sparkling pretty as a picture at the curb an walkedoff  let he or she who may come by recall their own

                 and sigh

he sighed deeply remembering

   pluperfect   “used to describe finished actions that have been completed at a definite point in time in the past”  plusquamperfekt  GERMAN for pluperfect

more freshscrubbed parked words to be in awe of   

1245,  2sday,  19  3. 24

1140,  Sunday,  21  4. 24

Dylan  I’ll Be Your Baby Tonight  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0FnoNC7KMQ