he almost couldnt bear to look at the illuminated hands of the small travel clock perched beside the telephone atop the bookcase

              Youre a big boy  Look   It aint gonna killya

this was an interior dialogue

mariachi didnt come around until after a cup of coffee

You sure

   Im as sure as you

                          Look

sixsixteen  6:16

                    Yasee  Had I looked a minute earlier Id have been dicked by a five

But yadidnt

I did not

Now whacha gonna do with sixsixteen

Im goin . .

. . Of course we are

   Going back to bed close my eyes an play with the forgiving time

Sounds like a plan

                     Tell me about it when youre up in the morning Im going to sleep

the light went out immediately wasnt fucking around

slipping under the blankets he laid down

his cat jumped himshed held down the fort while he went to the bathroom checked the clock

stroking her neckher throat gently strumming the top of her head Im back  Thanks for keeping the bed warm leftie

she turnedretreated he parted his legs she curled round curled round nestled tight up against his crotch closed her eyes purred

           she was off

on the back of his closed eyes which comprised one viewing screen  he pinned up 6:16

it was coloured pale blue

no fucking idea why

he began manipulating it hypnagogic leaned in over his shoulder  Whacha got   Hmmm

his interior voice in his head sounded like he sounded when he spoke out loud

he hoped his voice sounded different to others who heard him talk

he listened

             Dropping the colon its symmetric   SIX  ONE  SIX

Pulldown on the ONE

Elongate it

Distort it so that it loses its signifier as the number one

SIX  SLASH  SIX

                       Aaah  yasee

Six parts to six parts is actually one to one which means the ones whole a whole One

   Awright

                   One .  .   .

that mélange yes mélange stepped aside as hypnagogic giggledappropriated his fading consciousness and flung him into a lather where he and a women he didnt knowbarely glanced at were stripping off their clothes to race to her bed  had to be the hallway wasnt his  she beat him naked and ran jumped into bed immediately diving under the blankets clasping them around her  it was like she could see him through them as he went to the sides the foot of the bed trying to yank them freetrying to expose her seeing only her outline her shape her rounds under the blankets  she thwarted his every effort he frankly  exhausted himself trying to unearth her

                                                                       HEY

muffled YAH.

You win  I cant believe I cant get my hands on you

YAH. I’M GOOD AT THIS.

he leaned his thighs against the side of the bed

YOU GIVE UP?

Not give up Can I concede for now

FOR NOW?

Yah  Lemme catch my breath

JUST FOR NOW?

Yah

AWRIGHT.

              then her hand her wrist her forearm snaked out  she grabbed his cock

YOU’RE MIGHTY HARD.

Your fault

LET ME HELP YOU WITH THAT. 

                                   vigorously  artfully  she masturbated him

                 

he erupted

OOOOH

           SUPPOSE WE’LL HAVE TO LAUNDER THE BLANKET.

then she began to emerge like a shivering butterfly from her softwoven pale blue chrysalis

2sday,  5  12. 23

1133,  day-between-2-Ts,  6  12. 23