catatonic

             made him catch his breath

Sometimes she wiped the tears from her eyes with the heels of her hands hard  he hoped she saw little angels spark an swirl in them when she did 

                      Sometimes I just want to go catatonic be senseless.

he couldnt relate

reminded him of a friends depression

                                     her tears darkness threats of suicideStop the pain

as imaginative as he was he couldnt imagine that   the depth of her despair

                                                                                     frankly he said as much

I woudnt want to try

No. she said I wouldn’t want you to try. It’s horrible.

her suicide was successful

he didnt doubt it she was thorough

                                      left nothing to chance

Can I help If I can help in any way  please in his ears it sounded like he begged

No. No.  Not that I see.

                           Or not that I can see now.

If anything  please

she deign her head aside smiled weaklyunconvincingly If anything . . . I’ll let you knowpromise.

he nodded

cata-

       prefix means down  against  back

also cat-  cath-  kata-

cataclysm

catalyst  catalysis  catalyse

catastrophe

category

catalogue

catapult

cataract

catalepsy

   catholic from the Greek meaning through the whole  universal  worldwide  all inclusive

Yahright

as he left her those were words that occurred to him which he recited to take his mindhis helplessness away

1535,  Sunday,  27  8. 23

1316,  day-between-2-Ts,  1  11. 23