activationaggravation

                          thas how his morning beganhis motor flipped ON or rather how he awoke from dreamingdreamed rightsmackdab up to the edge of consciousnessAwake  commencedcommiserated the wake thall trail his boat the hemplines heaveduntethered gathered on the bow an stern pushingoff the dock pulling on the oars  the sinuous wake thall follow him through his day give him something to look at  admireappreciate as he moves forward unhurriedly  his back to the action  ahead the intentions hes pulling towards  no accuracy needed until the final few pullsaugments to dock

activated

           sometimes he feels hes a machine

aggravated

              sometimes he feels like a machine  an automaton  rote   routine

usually though

                 only when waking from a night that didnt restorereplenish him  the water table stingy  denying him not filling his well

he was of the habitritual of taking deep draughts during the day investigations  then seemingly too many questions too few realisations

                 an going to sleep  irritated  didnt have the time the endurance to plumb everything that occurred to him

he kept notes

coudnt keep up with them

closing one eyelooking he realised the benefit of having an abundance keeping a pantry

closed the other eye looked  he realised he was inept desperate tha one day he woudnt be wakened activated or in the middle of a day be extinguished

                                      leaving  aggravated

   

0640,  Thursday,  26  10. 23

0858,  Thursday,  26  10. 23

Stones  It's All Over Now  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kb1Z7UOkzOI

Katahimikani  Shimmer  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PtCByTuJ8xY