9.10.23


she says  Shhh


my little Oriental girl says Shhh placespresses her fingers to my lips
                                                                                Whaelse did I expect
Coudave flipped that scene on its headhad My Way

You can do tha

I can
      But thawoud mean having to make a commitment     I wasnt in the mood

You were dreaming

Dreaming Think flippin a script is easyturnin camera obscura isnt breakin a sweat
                                                                                         Its work
Didnt work out for the three jamokes preceding heryoud think they coud smell the water was cold see it was turbid with matter mud sluggish mean
                             It wasnt inviting
Yet in sequence they hustled down the inclinenot pausing to strip and went in first footfall terrafirma just under the surface then  cutbank   fellaway chestdeep
                                                 I sucked in my breath with em breaths robbed of their voicewhose only exhibitHOWL showed on their faces

One after the other after the other
                                     Maroons

Disregarded me when I tried to STOPem heelem

Pawns in my dream

Didnt flip the scriptdidnt feel bad
                                     I helped them out of the water  Bank kept crumbling  I didnt say shoudave listened
They earned their misery

No one else to blame
                        Still  I felt bad

Whaof China girl

Oriental I coudnt affix Chinese

She crossed over the bridge to the same place where the three met you

She did

She wasnt inclined to go to the water

She was notwasnt the least bit interested
                                             She had texts in her hand she wanted to study
We went back over the bridge into town I asked her if she wanted to go to a café according to script she wanted to go to my place according to script she woud have studied not according to my script but I reconsidered
                                                                                                   I didnt want the commitment

She was beautiful

She was Is
              Still off somewhere in my psyche Maybe shell present in a different circumstance where commanding my commitment isnt her intention

  You coud make her

I coud

early AMish,  Monday – Indigenous People’s Day,  9  10. 23
1312,  Monday – Indigenous People’s Day

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