Curious perhaps curiouser and curiouser
he
had to read their day to day definitions rabbit hole memory hole because thinkingwaondering on them he
recognised his takes were probably inconsistent with what others understood
he was contrary by nature
the accepted standard a complicated
or difficult situation to slip out of the second named for Orwells 1984 character Winston who
by Big Brothers dictates either alters or outright disappears documents
photographs transcripts other records the
memory hole a small incinerator chute
used for censoring say as formers
Chief of Staff Mark Meadows used relentlessly
his rabbit hole belonged to Alice
which he recognised as more so an adventure a riot a raucous alternative
he did a lot of drugs when he was
younger determined to descend deep
into himself determined to explore
his
friends let Yahright him go firstwaited to see if he would return
before theyd even try whatever it was he ingested
was fun to be an explorer the first
his memory hole was difficult
it is a physical place
jampacked
his memory was disturbingly
vivid long and deep
his parents were confounded theirs was that in some instancesmany he was a
toddler which wasnt accurate to toddle was to amblehe didnt walk until he was two his younger
brother walked before he did
so
hes
figured
like a fat sponge he was fat
he was terribly observant
and has remained observant throughout
his life
thereby
his memory hole is a very emotional place
he dreamt of his dead sister last night
she was
youngertwentyish she chucked his chinsmiled You’re
so emotional.
they were in brickwall basement
surrounded by things of his things long
gone
he weptadmitted I am
he prefers his holes to the current
faithfuls
AM-ish hypnopompic, Monday,
2 10. 23
1048, Monday
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