12.9.23


   he found a moist perch in a footdeep Uformed concrete gutter along a road stamped in intervals facing it 
M U backwardC C O  clever  MUDCO  so apropos for a concretework company
                                                                                    that worked through his head
before he could relate to the juxtaposition
fish out of water

it was doing its damnedest
                            dorsal laid down fins held tight to its sides holding its breath
he leapt over the gutter scrambled up an iceplant like anenomes incline over shrubs onto a driveway garage open big galvanised bucket crossed the drive a spigot gushed water tapped it off sprang down the incline it hadnt turned blue
maybe only people turn blue when hypoxemic apoplectic fins were laxlimp picked it up with both hands and pushed it through the water againanagainanagain if it had lungs hed have made sure its airway was clear and blown until he was blue
           a shiver
againanagainanagain
                        spasm
againanagainanagainanagainanagain
                                         shake
againanagainanagainanagainan
                                   a tailslap
Hey man, that’s my bucket, what are you doing with it?
                                                           with such impeccablebrilliance hed never throw a shadow
ignored him
againanagainan
                  whawere the chances he was deaf 

I said man . . that’s my bucket. 
                                 at least he narrowed it
stood on his drive
lanky shrubbery seemed an impediment
                                            wiggling
againanagain
I sai . .
. . Savin a fish
                A perched perch to be precise    fuckin incredible           he didnt wonder the cause
no sense nonsense wondering whawas  
wasnt a suicide
he let it go

it strayed around the bucket

a lake was threequartermiles off

taking the bucket in both hands he stood
                                            Ill bring it back
It’s my bucket.
                whawere the chances he was deaf

1305,  Monday,  11  9. 23
1326,  2sday,  12  9. 23

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