28.9.23


he didnt get upanout on the wrongside of the bed in the morning  then made it
                                                                                  but
he did get in on the wrongside at night
to read
a greenglass bankers lamp stood on the highboy beside the bed

among other books he was reading  The Free World  Louis Menand
                                                                        from Lionel Trillings Art and Fortune in The Liberal Imagination (I)deology is not acquired by thought, but by breathing the haunted air . . . (It) is a strange submerged life of habit and semihabit in which to ideas we attach strong passions but no very clear awareness of the concrete reality of their consequences.
AHMEN brother

Their now Menand political opinions may be rigid; they are not necessarily rigorous. They tend to float up out of some mix of sentiment, custom, moral aspiration, and aesthetic pleasingness.
Right on

Trilling Unless we insist that politics is imagination and mind, we will learn that imagination and mind are politics, and of a kind that we will not like.
Speakin to the choir

these were why he wouldnt get out of bed on the wrongside  didnt want to soil them like loaves of bread nourishing him he didnt want to risk dropping them in some foetid thing that would make them unappetisingsuddenly moldy  rancid

granted thats a leap
                       improbable
not impossible
think that way
become lax
             just asking for it 

however white male entitled

he was not privileged

which is nothing more than pouring gas on an assumedrighteous fire


its been probably threeanhaffour months out on the rightside in on the wrong  hes slept better than he ever hasdreamt  better than he ever has 
might be a streak

it may not

  though he was going to appreciate the hell out of it while it existed
                                                                         one voluptuous day at a time
  
1130,  Monday,  11  9. 23
1205,  Thursday,  28  9. 23
Max Richter  She Remembers  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PwzFrY-xmHY

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