Wakey wakey fresh eggs and bakey  You smell it GI 

                                                        coudnt openwake him with tha  Nooo 

harangued loudlyviolently AMALGAM Ash AMALGAM Ash he wasnt deaf 

                                                                                         an when it needed to catch its breath

either cleverly looped it on an chyron at the bottom of his dreamingselfs frame or pixelated it  an opaqueobscure bitmap sharpened to a brilliantfocused vector 

                                          queer C C Closed Captions   subtitled

amalgam ash 

               mixture blend  ash 

he didnt want to know

his everhearty stalwart dreamingself believed he knew

but believing something an actually knowing it are two different things  one cant unsee whas been seen cant unsay whas been said 

                    he treaded lucidly

the floor coud fall outgive way from under him 

                                                 the earth a tiger trap riddled with punji sticks old reallife nightmares not ugly dreamsbad dreams   still  still held their places

amalgam  

            from medieval Seventeenth Century Latin amalgamat formed into soft mass haunts him too many indescribableunidentifiable soft masses scribbled by maggots tromped by bluebottle blueblow flies perforated penetrated by tinted bones bone fragments  spurs 

                                             he saw 

suppose since he survived he ought to just count his blessings 

   colourful life is better than dead meat

before 7AMish,  Saturday,  8  7. 23

1737,  Sunday,  9  7. 23

How to Disappear Completely (a live collective based in Poland)  46:55 minute-marker  Ivo  Mer de Rev II album  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7zn6duEhK4U