struck him kindaNUTS squirrelly 

                                   Checked out   Checked out whadaya mean 

I know wha Id mean but wha did you mean

As I said Sue’s said. 

                      You’ve suffered so many deaths in such a terribly short time, underwater, breaking the surface gulping air, shoved down again and again . . and again. So many potent figures powerful women in your life . . no brakes.

Checking out isn’t inconceivable, unnatural . . a solution . stop the pain.

I woudnt check out 

You forget my daughter  I aint goin anywhere for a long long time

   We couldn’t reach you through hotmail, emails were returned Undeliverable, your home telephone was disconnected. 

                It’s been seven weeks since last we heard from you. You said you’d get in touch with us when you got home.  It was over a weekend.

And I just did  I apologise

                            Things were in flux  So many moving parts so many more discouragements disappointments heartaches 

I apologise 

However

I woudnt check out

I intend being one fearsome bitch

Like you an Sue

   Bitches.

Youve been Sues been as long as Ive known you Neither of you take any shit Yare my gold standard  Yaoughta be proud 

Despite your gold standards believing you may have checked out 

First time for everything

                          Well let it slide now thaya know 

Okay

You’re forgiving.

Not ifya do it again

We won’t.

I expect ya wont

Lunchs on you  When we meeting

616preferred,  Saturday,  13  5. 23