sensibilities

   senses abilities 

                    5  don let em go to waste  lock away the Three wisenheimer Monkeys

See No Evil  Mizaru miserable

Hear No Evil  Kikazaru no cock in hand 

Speak No Evil  Iwazaru  I was no hero 

there is no Evil

                 theres good and bad 

he was checkingup on his senses abilities from last century 

                                                                . . . every year I begin a new journal  it is the perfect depository for my thoughts observations the usual mayhem I attribute myself as I am to some distant reader know or unknown to fix myself my perceptions my History those things which happen day to day  all things that comprise our lives 

      he cited a private friend  Peggy Lee   “Is That All There Is?” 

Whell  he remained unalloyed unchanged 

he wasnt surprised

                     he could honestly say that since his epiphany as a nine year old boy when he figured his life was his ownbelonged to him he wasnt living to please his parents grandparents teachers his large extended family not the few friends he could relate with 

                                    he lived to please himself 

others thought that selfish 

No 

     putting oneself firstforemost forms healthy enduring relationships  he did not want to be swamped by a force of family and friends he understood that he was responsible for himself and that no one other than he was responsible for his happiness  without that peg pounded in at the apex his rawhide hung downhis choice extending it to others would honestly not help them 

   senses abilities     

0122,  Thursday,  4  1. 1990

2306,  Thursday,  18  5. 23

1655,  Saturday,  20  5. 23

Peggy Lee  Is That All There Is?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QPP6UgkmyM4