10.5.23


“Humanity . . . afraid  the minds we make to do our dirty work for us . . . our killing, our tearing minerals from the earth, our raking of the seas for more protein, our smelting of more metal, the collection of our trash, and the fighting of our wars will rise up against us . . . take over . . . humanity calls it fear. But it isn’t. It’s guilt . . . a revenge fantasy. We are so ashamed of what we have done as a species that we have made up . . . monster(s) to destroy ourselves with. We aren’t afraid it will happen: We hope it will. We long for it. Someone needs to make us pay the price for what we have done. . . So we invent . . . nonsense about conscious AI.”    perceptive
                                                                                    The Mountain in the Sea  Ray Nayler 

he didnt buy humanitys revenge fantasy

   punishment   suicide  She loves me she loves me not she loves me she loves me not daisy petals dandelion petals one counts ahead sees ugly drops the semidenuded flower an plucking another begins again She loves me not she loves me . . . Eeney meeny miny moe  etc etc etc  

   when he knowingly consciously crossed his parents dictates as a little boy his father would tell him
                                                                                                             Go to my closet, pick a belt. 
he had a crazy selection of belts 
                                    he pushed through them looking forfinally a cat o ninetails a goodolfashion bullwhip they werent there 
                              nothing but stout cowhide straps an metal buckles his father put away his straight edge so he couldnt even count on the fierce razor strop   just something to change it up  but it wasnt there 
randomly he grabbed one 

his bare ass inured  the last several lashes his father delivered were across the back of his thighs  Ofcourse 
Gonna have to do better than that Father 


   its punishment long overdue that Humanity needs
PAIN 
        to bring it back collectively  playing non-zero sum games 


or it can go to Hell

223preferred,  Twosday,  9  5. 23
0956,  day-between-2-Ts,  10  5. 23

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