there is a single distinct pleasure 

                                       when he drops his eye on a piece of paper his scribbled ideas frontnback an realises hes used them allhas taken their crude  disparate imaginings   an forgedrefined them lavished them with dialogue that propels them into existence 

anwho wha woudnt want to exist 

want To be 

   stuffed away clasped not realnot really until read an painting or distressing   minds

he used to keep the notes 

evidence he thought 

                      like the sexlove tha creates a child

but a child says it all

   he has two

                hes also had sex thats produced thousands of pieces

the experience doesnt matter not the positionwho dominated who 

   date day time religiously recorded 

                                       their births pregnancies   all undetermined until hes peels them from the page then they are vivifiedanimated by his attention  fingers

1514,  Sunday,  12  3. 23

pulled the body from a cairn an vitalise it