22.2.23


Ivy Touch Me  
              finds the oddest notationshints among his scribbles
he wondered Whadahells Ivy Touch Me  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Tf2I45UCp4
 
   Whellshit 
             didnt expectremember that  standalone   no explanations though really none are necessary 

Man can I bum a cigarette offya

I don smokeWAIT you don smoke either

No  But Im thinkinbout takin it up 


at the tiptop of the page 1149 – 2349, Wed,  29  12. 21 
                                                           immediately following Ivy was 
"Ive – Eleven  Haha”  he tried youtube and found https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfEZzUtdINI 
“You make me feel like eleven.”

   hed been eleven

Ives was wayway waaay out ahead of him  

Sixth grade
                Uhoh maybe not   Margot liked him  she was busting out of her seams 
NO definitely not  maybe not
he was taking that back 
                          and besides  girls were usually out ahead of the pack then
IVE  South Korea  sixsex 
                           Gaeul Yujin Rei(Japanese) Wonyoung Liz Leeseo 
their seemingly consciousprecociousness reminded him of a Japanese model Ai Shinozaki
2006  age14  curvy 
but to be fair 
              he had a yen for Asian they were Oriental then  women

   it took a while before he realised what it was
                                                       they werent white 
thus exoticdifferent  not standard faremilquetoast he was born into  embeddedsurrounded by

when he realised that he also realised all bets were off  all colours 
                                                                       his EastEuropean descendent parents werent keen
Mom Dad  Ya don have to be 
                               You may not have been welcome your druthers but Ill be damned if I don pursue mine
they knew that about him

whenever he saw that in their faces hed hum Mary Poppins  A Spoon Full of Sugar 
                                                                                      he didnt want to go 
they shot themselves in the foot 
Ohwell 
        Wha goes round comes round

he remembered that raising his two screwball daughters
warned his wife 
                  she thought differently 
blew up in her face 
too many times to count 

   then again  she bought into white males her parents insisted on

2157,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  22  2. 23

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