24.9.22



she said her mothers sister


that was loadedhis mothers sister was his aunt 
                                                    she didnt say that       

offering his condolenceshe was still contending with recent griefs 
                                                                  it was water off a ducks back
a cool cucumber
tempted him 
              but he reined in relented
an airport terminal wasnt a place to interrogate her about her relationship with her recently deceased mothers  sister
despite his grating curiosity 

he recognised the tyranny of family

also recognised familial love

they were woven togethernot one without the other 
                                                    which was improbable
the possibility of Loving singularly was to enable it in spite of oneself
not his cup of tea
                 he did not make allowances for familydid not excuse themmake excuses for them
they had to hold their own with him as he made everyone else 
                                                                he as imperfect as they 
in his book no one was exceptional 


they were on the same flight to California

had the plane been on time they would not have engaged each other 
                                                                       inadvertently he fell into conversation the fella he flew with was an intractable gossip and if it werent for his blathering he wouldnt have known

as she went to stand to boardshe was flying First Class he stood offering again his condolences

she noddedwalked off exiting stage left 
cool cucumber

walking away he imagined her face in his eyes etched  lined    not happy 


he wondered if she ever smiled a day in her life

1600 approximately, Day-between-Two-Ts,  21  9. 22
0909,  Saturday,  24  9. 22

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