6.9.22


he was trying ketamine therapy

it wasnt for depression
                       was for digging in on onetoomany straws that broke the camels back lossesdeaths  deaths use your words he hoped it might open a door let out some bad air fumigate ventilate circulate alleviate some weight from his shoulders help bring smiles quicker to his face 
                                               six in a month pretty steep
life isnt war

or was it fair

it bent him

he needed his spine straightened 


during questioningcounseling his therapist admitted she had submitted herself to several ketamine experiences it was critical she said if she was going to be able to help others

were it any of a fistful of other drugs he could have been the therapist 
                                                                          he used them for selfimmersion plumbing rappelling inwardly
                      so knowing she had provided him with utmost confidence
they jived 


just before she administered it intramuscularly he preferred it over an IV – so not to be tethered – an also once injected it couldnt be adjusted or taken back he said
                                  Isnt it unfortunate  a shame a bloody shame that every physician we seek for care hasnt had a near-death experience

1341,  Thursday,  7  4. 22
1227,  Twoday,  6  9. 22

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