not the first time he butchered a lyric

                                            he heard

Rise the amorous to the rapture verse alligator

                                                  which made perfect sense to him anyone who bought into rapture verseBiblical verse  would be reptilian

though evidently 

                 sites he Googled made no bones he was wrong they quoted the lyricist

Rise the amorous to the rapturous alligator

he was watchingreading subtitles Oslo August 31st  the song played in the background that he knewknew it was Moloko messed with his head he wasnt that familiar with the band though he was with their song Ho HUMM

he was able to temper his head thoughit stuffed with useless informationtrivia which tickled him to no end

                                                                                                                the scene the music backedup was heavy a frank revealing conversation between two old friends men  about suicide

men commit suicide 3.63X more often than women

                                                     women attempt suicide 2.00x to 4.00x more than men that wide berth is because attempted suicides often go unrecorded   RING RING RINGclick  Hello? Hello? Oh, hello . . ahyes, yes, I wanted to call to say I survived my suicide attempt.  Name?  Ohno thank you. click

might-be suicides

                   he didnt hung out or seek themunfortunately some people he knew who died were preferredWHY the fuck if he knew  were preferred to be known as suicides rather than junkies   

he understood they were unfortunate overdoses

it made sense to try a scosh more the next timeexceed what they enjoyed prior particularly if it had been a sweet high theyperhaps had no sense that the last time their toes may have been over the edgemaybe they attitude was in reclineheld in check by heavy inertia or unaware they were tallupright shoulders forward not copping any sense of gathering momentum

                        a greedy abyss at their feet

he mourned them

he didnt think of them as overdoses junkies suicides

they had names

                he said their names when he talked about them

when he did others were uncomfortable

                                         Why do you have to talk about them? They’re gone.

They were our friends part of my lifeWhy wouldnt I

Ill talk about you that never went over well

2121,  ReggaeFriday,  29  10. 21

1022,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  3  11. 21

Moloko  Ho Humm  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=suB0OukYK4g 

Soft Machine  Hidden Details  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KF83kKEZMe8