10.8.21

December 31, 1969 -- January 1, 1960

  
it was a dinner party  upscale

he was invited

he called the hostess to decline

she encouragedimplored him
                               No, please come, the guest selection was mine, and I can’t say I remember a time that I didn’t find your insights unique or unexpected. I daresay, not to flatter you, likely you’ll be the linchpinthe keystone to the gathering.

You are ofcourse flattering me

I am, aren’t I?  Please, Joe, think it over a bit longer. Today was the earliest someone might receive an invite, the party isn’t for another three weeks . . pleease.

her please was more than pleasing
                                     he could listen to her say pleease for hours

he conceded to consider furthur

several days later he called and accepted

Mimi was thrilled
                   I’ve had my fingers crossed since we spoke. 

I hope I didnt hinder your sex life
                                   air came out of her like air escaping a looselyheld toy balloon a uncoordinated child trying to tie it off for the first time
                                    Uncross your fingers, Mimi  Jacketno tie okay

she cleared her throat That gaff will make you stand out, but you’ll standout nonetheless; alright.

I appreciate the concession, thank you. I promise I’ll eat with utensils.


he met her at a friends it was a gameboard night she was recently engaged 

they were partnered

saying good nighttelling her how much he enjoyed her company he unabashedly let slip it was unfortunate he met her that eveningnot earlier

she smiledblushed

I love your dimples

she blushed deeper laughed  she didnt cover her mouth

That did it he said Im smitten
                                    Have a fine evening.

he saw her fourfive more times as game night visited other players homes before he met her fiancé

ofcourse he didnt like him
                            though he could tolerate him

he wasnt invited to the wedding

frankly it didnt cross his mind

 

her husband was above game night a successful businessman he traveled continuously sometimes she traveled with him 

they maintained a loose friendship despite him galling her husband his name was Daniel he preferred Daniel

he called him Danny
                        A rose by any other name would smell as sweet  correct 
Mimi laughed

Daniel tolerated him begrudgingly because of his wifes affection
                                                                    they wouldnt be buddies
they were fine with that

but Danny had a bug up his asshad to compete with him

despite nothing was to be won except inside Dannys head 


after dinner gathered outdoors for scotch and cigarsthe other women had cognac or brandynixed the cigars however Naomi enjoyed scotch and cigars which botherednot irritated bothered Danny it had been fun before they marriednow not so much it also bothered Danny that he called his wife Mimi 
                                                                A term of endearment Danny Much like Danny
Danny didnt like endearment

So Danny has there a time in your life that handsdown if you could repeat again you would

That’s hard to say, Joseph, why would you ask?

Actually Id ask all A thought experiment 
                                           Ten years ago this evening does anyone remember where they werewhat they were doingwho they were with if anyone I don

a buzz went out
                  they were louder than the crickets cigars drawn on brighter than the fireflies

concensus around the gathering tickled by waters of an ornate bluelighted fountain near the sumptuous lounge chairs and side tables was that no one knew what had happened ten years prior

Thats what I suspected
                         Therefore Danny Mimi everyone if there was a tenyear brook we cherished and wouldnt be adverse to relivingweve already proven we wouldnt remember  would anyone be willing to relive it

The Sixties were phenomenal for me happy fulfilled family  Id return in a heartbeat

Danny said Well, but we can’t; and I couldn’t say that those ten years aren’t ahead of me.

Yare fiftythreefiftyfour Youve obviously enjoyed success

Success feeds success, Joseph.

Until it doesnt, Danny
                       air came out of the collection
                                                       An sometimes in the blink of an eye

In defence of thought machinations
                                      if this evening were New Years Eve December Thirtyfirst Nineteensixtynine an I woke unceremoniously unremembered on January First Nineteensixty I would be happy  That said happiness is the spectacular currency of my life

1550,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  4  8. 21
1550,  Monday -- Nagasaki, 1945,  9  8. 21

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