6.4.21

 

when he looked at hints he scribbled for himself meant to refresh his memory (to remind him of crippled trees that were baseball boundaries when he was a boy bulldozed by a huge blue dually tire work truck that was hidden in boughs of a vibrant healthy tree  it backed out and crept down to the ground) 
                                                                     he didnt remember  they were memories stored 0224 Reggae Friday  8 November 2019  rites of passage  what was he supposed to make of that a year and a half later or at 0239 the same morning  redheaded pharmacist  condoms  her daughter (actually there was a lot there – he could fabricate something with those bits of bread scattered to find his way back  either as Hansel or Gretel – playing that out would be fun) 
               then directly beneath the redhead was also the butchery of a Polish name for chow chow or kindalike the chow chow best known in the southern United States  he wrote kouru mooru fuck if he knew  his grandmother forbade any of her grandchildren to learn Polish  all her children spoke it  actually it was very effective  children have big ears  they love to listen in on adult conversation  yet all the adult conversation happening over his head as he grew up was in Polish  clever Babci  but one knew that if they spent any time with her 
                                                                              matriarch was written all over her
anif someone doubted that shed set them straight in a heartbeat she didnt mince her words  she was assertive
his mother was assertive

guess whaYUP  he was assertive 



AwBrother  whawas he supposed to do with this mishmash 
                                                                 scribbled  fortunately he could read his handwriting

he was going to have a drink and think on it

push comes to shove hed bastardise it 

something he was good at that

hed twice answered the door to young people who said  Hello. My momma told me you’re my father.

Thats a peach Yathink the least she wouldve done was told me   Huh

1238,  Monday,  5  4. 21


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