der Narzissmus der kleinen Differenzen 

                                            the narcissism of small differences

hed never heard of it or read it before

Freud gets credit 

                   calling it “the innate human proclivity for aggression(violence) – hed call it manliness more so white manliness – and the desire for distinct identity”

“To see one’s neighbor reflect and mirror oneself too much threatens a person’s unique sense of self, and superiority.” 

ah  Superiority  gotta feel that   whakind of man are you if yadon feel superior 

he had a simple remedy 

                           Don look   fuck “reflect  mirror” yadon look yawon see   

what he read into narcissism of small differences was the lack of confidence in oneself

know thyself translates into accepting oneself 

                                               akin to love  first one has to love themselves  then they can love another

if someone is bristling over the talents or possession another has because the talents are innate or the person wantedWanted that thing they possess 

                                         wha to get yer panties in a knot over

 

he could give a fuck over wha another man could do or had

men didnt impress him

he rarely looked at them

they had nothing he could possibly want

he was too busy looking at womenfolk 

a waste of time paying attention to men

the only time they got his attentiongarnered his ire was when they spoke and their wordstheir philosophical positions were radicallyenormously different than his

they played with hate 

                        Oh, so you hate me? 

No you disgust me 

                    Disgust and hate are different I hate no one Hate is as huge a devotion as love an seeing that I choose to love my bank is empty I float on a sea of love I cannot sail on a driedup desert that runs for as far as the eye can see

        I aint carrying a boat on my back to see if I can find water It is a forbidding wasteland

 

the narcissism of small differences 

                                      hadnt conceived of that before 

usually the only difference that goads him is when acquaintances insisttry an softpedal persuasion 

he insists its coercion   

they find coercion too strongtoo adversarial   

they would 

theyre not assertive 

1220,  Thursday,  8  4. 21

349 or 1549,  Thursday,  15  4. 21