to wander near an opened dictionary on a stand in a library was like a set trap he its unsuspecting prey 

                                                                                                            he couldnt resist

among the manymany things he had trouble resisting the widespread dictionary was like a woman who beckoned him 

anhe couldnt wait to get his nose down inbetween its pages 

he entered it looking for agon which he read in Lawrence Durrells The Black Book

first he found anile 

                     1. of or like an old woman 

                     2.  senile

( Latin anilis, from anus, he imagined hed sidestep anilis spewed from an anus  old woman )  anwhy was old woman was derived from anus 

            he didnt know that anwhen he learned things such as that he look madly around for anyone to tell there were only librarians old librarians anuses not like he could stroll overinterrupt them yawanna bet Excuse me Yawanna hear wha I just learned from the dictionary theyd lookup over their glasses at him humour him its not wise to humour him  Yare an anus

                 nah he didnt do thatwanted to do that  but he didnt   but he wanted to

returning to the dictionary his eye fell on anilingus  n. oral stimulation of the anus for sexual excitement hed definitely take the bubblegum out of his mouth for that either for not wanting to lose it or to stop himself from blowing big pink bubbles ( New Latin: Latin anus (a grapheme over the a  making it a long a) + Latin lingere, to lick; see leigh – in the Appendix ) OHMY have to go to the Appendix getting in the weeds no idea what he might find there he held his breath and dove like a high dive into water he hadnt plumbed to know if it was deep enough hed know soon enough could be thats a rushthats like walking on thin ice and listening to gentle fractures listening to its gibberish and cackles hoping the ice would forgive him  his trespass

BINGO  made it   leigh --   important derivatives are lick + lecher

leigh --  to lick 1. electuary (a medicinal substance mixed with honey or another sweet substance), “.  just a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down” thanks Mary lichen, from Greek leikhein, to lick … B. lecher, from Old French, lecher, to live in debauchery DAMN no address (from Germanic * likkon grapheme over the o  a long o 3. nasalized zero-grade form * li-n-gh anilingus, cunnilingus from Latin, lingere, to lick)

                                                      went round in a circle   whagoes round cums round

 

back on track Durrells tapping his foot waiting on him  agon 

                                                                   agon --  1. a conflict

3. a test of will ( Greek, agon grapheme over the o  a long o SEE AGONY )

      agony

            1.  suffering intense physical or mental pain

            2.  the struggle that precedes death

            3.  a violent of intense struggle 

                                                   Durrell wrote in Black Books preface  the book is only a savage charcoal sketch of spiritual and sexual etiolation FUCK Durrell  whadahells etiolation 

nose back between those heady musty pages

etiolation 

           2.b. to make weak by stunting growth or development estrus or oestrus state of sexual arousal, excitement in female mammals, excluding humans  in heat  he knew heat  he knew more than a few women who went into heatwho said as much  Sometimes I just need a good fuck. somewhere overhead angelas fingering themselves beat their wings while accompanying angels beat their meat    

that threw him for a loop or mebbe he had too much slack in the Bunnings bondage rope he used heat  why would the definition exclude human females 

                  an earthlings an earthling and speaking of estrus or oestrus  esurience  n. hungry, greedy 

the anuses eyeballed him  he was tapping the dictionary stand with his cock Whacha lookin at  Im reading here

LOOK at this demisemiquaver  a demisemiquaver is a 32nd musical note  he tried like hell to hit them on his saxophone  he wasnt agile enough 

                         but he digresses

     not really 

                 demimonde 1. a. a class of women kept by wealthy lovers or protectors (he had one of those but that was a story for another time  she was a hoot)

                             1. b.  women prostitutes considered as a group 

a demimondaine a woman belonging to the demimonde 

                                                           fucking lyrical mebbe in his next life he would return a woman and tear it up as he was tearing it up now

probably would be frowned upon 

                                   mebbe not if he was a hot wealthy woman 

going down the rabbithole

 

                            demisemiquaver 

amusia the inability to recognise musical tones or reproduce them otherwise tone deafness

aphasia partial or total loss of the ability to articulate ideas or comprehend spoken or written language

agraphia a disorder marked by the loss of the ability to write

Almost there

alexia loss of the ability to read  he dated an Alexia briefly she was beautifulbut dumb

aboulia loss or impairment of the ability to make decisions or act independently 

                                                                                    never his trouble

Oh shitAWW that thrust against the stand did it 

he ejaculated 

messed his pants

better beat it before the anuses fall on himcatch a whiff of his funk 

no telling wha the library fine was for masturbating

at least he was in the adult section

                                       hur

0101,  Sunday,  15  8. 93

1231,  Thursday,  21  1. 21

Harry Nilsson  Coconut  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TsSuueEGQSM