21.1.21

 

 

he felt like crying all the time 
                                hed lost his wife  he lost his sister daughter and mother within a year and a halfhis daughter and mother in two weeks  

he had good reason to cry 
                            the most powerful women of his tribe were dead and only two remained who could possibly be confidantes  who he could bounce things off

since realising Trump virus was overwhelming the countryspread by selfish inaction he had few distractions to pursue that could quiet the pain in his heart

he was by himself

he was embattled 


he felt like crying all the time 
                                not very manly he disagreed maybe if neuteredtheir emotions cut away they could insist on their coldness their callousness  but he had always maintained anything anyfuckingthing he did was masculine 
             he was a man


grief

sorrow

ought to be sexless and embraced
 
1654,  Monday,  18  1. 21
1221,  Twosday,  19  1. 21

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