he dreamt of being a pet a kept man 

                                     an thinkin it through he didnt have a problem with that

he was  afterall  dreamin

secondlyseconal 

               for the waryfor the I wanna know exactly whayer hittin me up with doc Secobarbital 

                                                                                                         hmm  sounds like a variety of treble hooks he used for pike and walleye 

it can cause paranoid or suicidal ideations

                                              life causes paranoid or suicidal ideations 

it can impair memory judgment and coordination 

                                                    mebbe someone doesnt wanna rememberdoesnt give a rats ass what their actions provoke  coordination  don get fancy  most people get dicey when you tell em the earth is spinningrotating gravity keeps their feet planted keeps em from becoming satellites 

seconal combined with other substances  particularly alcohol  can slow breathing and possibly lead to death 

hed watched women pass in a crosswalk before his car that slowed his breathing  imagining em fucking him to death 

probably good thing he was being cremated otherwise the mortician wouldnt be able to get that lurid fuckin smile off his face making children crywhy  they didnt  know making men clear their throats hem andhawandsigh deeply  making women wet  Close his coffin  Hes making dying look rewarding mighty attractive  Hedon look like hes going to meet his Maker looks like hes gonna bugger Him 

                                           but  he    digresses

 

secondly  he kept pets

he took damn good care of his pets 

                                    they would be cats no interest in dogs 

dogs reminded him of slavery 

                                rather  they exhibit slavish devotionloyalty to their Master 

hed shoot hisself in the head rather than follow massa or Dear Leader 

cats are wholly independent  as he

get up in his shit

Buhbye baby byebye

but caring for his pets  watering feeding grooming 

                                                      changing their boxes so theyd be clean  they satisfied his paternal needs  now that his children were older on their own having cleared the bar he and his wife heldup to be decent intelligent human beings

but ofcourse they would

they were young women 

that said 

          even dreaming he wouldnt be kept or in a relationship with a inarticulate woman

hed wake in a sweat in a heartbeat 

                                      Buhbye baby byebye

1137,  Saturday,  16  1. 21

1331,  Sunday,  17  1. 21