inbetween coffees and whiskys and beers and teas and talks among himselves 

himselves

          if others hadnt themselves or herselves his heart ached

he frankly had him and herselves  he didnt point a finger at them and not pointing they didnt point back  not accusing they wouldnt accuse him 

                          but he and they knew  knew of each other and knowing the myriad of sides he had  the lazy turning mirrorball above a room in houses and lands illuminating with queershards and deftstabs and longingtrembling gazes 

     he knew  and knowing there was no turning away no disguises NO harbours  or havens

or trespasses

or fealties

or vows

it was out in the Open

  

                         Where it belongedWhere it had always Belonged  but Where it made people uncomfortable

 

therefore his Path was to make others Uncomfortable 

                                                       and he was proud – pride is an awful thing – if it isnt True

his pride was honest and truthful

                                   so he excoriated without whim or guise or fear

truth ought to be served black and blue 

                                         it should Moo when cut with a honed blade and forked joyouslyhappily into ones mouth

he salivated to its flavour

 

 

piss on them who couldnt

1018 or 2218 – he had reasons to prefer 1018,  Sunday,  27 12. 20

Nina Simone  Feeling Good  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D5Y11hwjMNs

Ziggy Marley  True to Myself  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OzHlu5JKJvM