on 17 January 1933 Anais Nin confessed

                                             I suspect that I am most of the time in a dream state.

87 years later he suspects the same

words and events happening around himinside him wouldnt exist without his presence 
he freed them 

audacious

yes

but when he dies it will die with him

                                              and it will die altogether when the last sentient being dies

1204,  Thursday,  13  2. 20

1134,  Thursday,  13  8. 20