2.11.20

 


whos watching this 


is it Me
                            or me 


Me is He is who I am when Im not me 
                                         annot me            rather   Me
I know you know what Im talking about
                                       I am not convoluted nor distorteddeluded  I am who everyone is if theyre honest 
Who knows what . . . lurks in the hearts of men? The Shadow knows! 
 
                                                                                 a shadow lurks in all of us

 

she decidedon her own that she was going to breastfeed his favourite meal their child to her husbands dismay 

breastfeeding she became susceptibleshe was susceptible  because her husband began ignoring her for her motherhood
forgetting perhaps
                      that he was responsible
Stupidstupid man

he left her to her devisesto what she hadnt imaginedhadnt given a thought toto her desiresher longing to be fulfilled
Stupidstupid man

she was rare earth

she was diamonds


how could he miss that

 

he bought a plasma screen for their livingroom before the baby was bornsecretly he didnt want to risk losing it to the baby if he waited its images were life size  she found it intimidating  characters on it seemed there in the room with her
she said so
            Don’t make me laugh.  he said

No. They make me feel uncomfortable.

You’re being ridiculous.

My discomfort is ridiculous?

Yes.

Oh. That makes me feel warm and fuzzy.   You want to know what else is ridiculous?

Please.

It’s ridiculous you bought it without talking to me first.

I’ve always wanted one, you’ve known that; so I pulled the trigger.

I would have thought you would have been more considerate, that you would have asked me what I thought.

It was a great sale price, I saved us lotsa money.

You would have saved us more by not buying it.

he reddened he thought She pregnant.  he answered But I did.  then he left the room She can stew for all I care.

Hey. Hey! she cried after him  HEY!  We’re not don . . 
                                                          she heard the back door open and shut   the car started

 

the screen had on-line access You don’t have to leave the livingroom for your computer if you don’t want to, it’s right here. thats what he said when he honestly tried to sell her on it . . after he mounted it while she was out

 

 

she lactated prodigiously

her mother had too so she suspected she might

she fed the baby and then used her pump to express her milk

she had left the cable on

he was onscreen as she stood and left the room to lay the baby down

she was so engrossed feeding that she didnt notice him watching her

he had watched her before

when she left the livingroom he excused himself  Where are you going? his onscreen love interest asked him  he had disrobed her according to script and held her from behind

Ill be back a bit he walked towards the screen

I know what you’re doing, you shouldn’t do that.

he paused  turned aside  You should say I shouldnt do that . . again  then turning back to his intention he looked down to make sure he wouldnt upset or step on anything in the livingroom when he stepped out

as he went out he said  Ya oughta give it a go Lee  Its intoxicating 
                                                                      he didnt wait for her replyif in fact she said anything

 

he crossed the threshold which led to the hallway where she had taken the baby he could hear her straightening up  Ah  gathering up laundry

on the wall diagonal from the screen where he crossed was a large recliner  behind it an ample bookcase  between the recliner and the hallway entrance were several tall potted plants

he sat in the recliner

looking on the screen he saw Lee had come up to the screenplaced her hands on it  pressed her breasts ever-so-slightly against it 

he saw the screen ever-so-slightly bulge beneath her pressure

Lee looked at him

he beckoned her

his beckoning was interrupted by the woman who crossed between themher blouse still open from nursing in her right arm she held some baby laundry a lavender onesie slipped its place and fell on the hardwood floor before the screen

as she began to lean to retrieve it her eye caught Lee at the screen she halted   then stood erect

from the side her attitude betrayed her interestcuriosity at the naked woman on the screen

she dropped the laundry stepped to the screen  she placed her hand on the screen opposite Lees

she wasnt startled when Lee intertwined her fingers with hers  and as Lee emerged through the screen she helped her step down

Lees handthe back of her hand brushed the womans nipple milk budded  Lee hand continued inside her blouse and held her by her ribcage

in that attitude Lee stepped closer  intimately   delicately she placed her nipple at the womans  they both sighedsighed like the breath of a soft wind through Fall maple sapling leaves

the woman leaned in as Lee leaned in and they kissed furtivelyunsure  then surety aroused them and they kissed deeplypassionately  hands greed  grateful
he could smell the warm milk

he rose from the chair
                      he wanted to get in on the action himself  

 

for Lees first time out she was marvelouspossibly magnificent

early AM,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  28  10. 20
1203,  Moanday,  2  11. 20
The Monkees  (I’m Not Your) Stepping Stone  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nCM7qcRyfKo 
Stones  She’s Like a Rainbow  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FoPg4sxeiDU

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