NO GOING BACK 

                    he knew that  hes known that   but now he finds himself repeating it every dayan affirmation of sorts

       though usually affirmations are Wha I love about myself is my ability to (fill in the blank) considered a powerful way to improve ones mindset daily as they can increase ones feeling of self-worth  self-worth hes never had a problem with that 

 

NO GOING BACK

                   he says that now to remind himself before leaving someone or someplace to look very hard at them  see them once more

                  there is no guarantee tomorrow will be as it had been today

he knows that

                although his daughters death has cut him deeper than any death of someone who he was intimate

he looked in her face when she was bornhis first child

he looked in her faceher eyes he thinks she saw himmaybe like when she was a baby she smiledher huge dimples  and died

       he saw the colour of her life drain from her face  her smile so slowly fell

OH MY GAWDIF HE COULD  HE WOULD RETURN TO PLACES AND TIMES WITH HER IN A HEARTBEAT 

1248,  Twosday,  17  11. 20 (though it occurred late last week)

1105,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  18  11. 20

Seals & Crofts  Funny Little Man  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rwbwt7kRZJE