1.11.20

 

 

he was going to Chicagoland to be with his sister

she was dying

his brother-in-law called and told him to comeNOW. Yesterday.   I’m sorry.

the plane was in a holding pattern over Lake Michigan

he looked out the cabin window

he spied the evening star
                                             he spied the moltenred  purpling    sunset

the evening star

the sun setting


Will we go round in circles he said to himselfqueued it in the MP3 player he borrowed so he could listen to music while reading during the long flight Im tryin baby Im tryin Just our luckhuh

the craft tipped at a fifteenmaybe more degree angle he was tipped up and looking down around the wing black Lake Michigan then an artificial aura then an amberlighted cityscape a grid eerie spikes of highrise building lighted spokes running away to the suburbs a diminishing aura the black lake again

he didnt see other aircraft lights either above or below

he was being to take it personal 
                                 the airlines purposefully fucking with him 


finally the cockpit a twatpit wouldnt have fucked with him came over the PA and announced they were cleared to land and were beginning their descent into O’Hare 
                                     they neglected to advise the cabin how late their arrival was

 

Will we go round in circles

he only had carry-on and made a beeline to the cab stand  

the driver advised him that he was going to pay a premium if he took him outside his consigned area
Drive

a ninety dollar ride  not even a kiss    he didnt tip him

he piled in through the front door as his brother-in-law opened it

his sister was comatose a couple hours



their last words were during a phone call on the weekend

she cried 
            I don’t want to die.
he anguished and wept too 
                               I dont want you to die

they listened to each other cry

 

the last thing they said to each other 
                                        I will love you forever 



Circles

1810,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  29  8. 18
1422 or 222, Saturday – Happy Halloween,  31 10. 20
Billy Preston  Will It Go Round In Circles  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFHMdY9HijM 
Big Head Todd and the Monsters  Circle  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ZyT5IugA0A

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