he was concerned he was going to be a shitty parent a shitty father for not taking care of what he should

it woke him in the middle of the night sat heavy on his chest didnt let him fall back to sleep for hours

                                                                                                           it whispered in his ears  stereo  he wanted to tell it to walk awayleave him be until it could play in quadraphonic

                                                                                                        which only pissed it off  it gained weight and turned up the volume

                                                 thats a torture technique Cheney approved while Bush was asleep at the wheel  madcap John Choon Yoo Korean-born American legal scholarHUH provided the (il)legal rationale to torture detainees 

         mindya detainees  unproven  many men held on hearsay many disappeared for bounties paid  RFJ  Rewards for Justice program so very Americanhuh  amounts paid were commiserate to the value of the subject

it wasnt chump change

it whispered louder One morning you don’t wake up, one night you don’t go to sleep; you’ve left your mess for your daughter to clean up . .

motherfucker     

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