it had to be a bad jokea really sick joke

                                        he kept waiting to wakesomeone to pinch him kick him viciously in the shins

it was terribleis terrible to know  to NO! say it aint so

but evidence says otherwise

                             rationaleReason says Ixnay Ya got no abracadabra  no juice

NA

DA

heknew

       he was looking for a way out 

a rabbithole

a looking glass

theyd be nice

rather

beautiful

         it would be beautiful

he could close his eyes
                         break his nose walking into a street sign

                                                                   he would if he could stop what was coming

he broke it three times

eyes wide open

saw it coming

why play blind manblind men dependent on others were dressed like clowns

thats the tip the tell

                      dressed like a polack theyre blind  nothing to guess

this was shit

there was nothing to be done other than see it through to its bitterbitter heartbreaking end

he could see it off in the distance

                                   at the start

inevitable

but he wantedbadly that somewhere in between shed catch a break

                                                                          that the end wasnt part of a continuum

HAah he fooled himself

when really slapped in the faceseeing stars he looked for a fall guy

                                                                       looked to blame

but this cat was wearing his shoes Nice shoes he talked to himself

he willingly deluded himself to help her fight for her life because she firmly believed she would win out

                                                                                                             she usually did

they broke his heart

0124,  Day-between-Two-Ts,  26  2. 20

1439,  Sunday,  30  8. 20

Big Head Todd and the Monsters  Circle  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LVhS_zSVFN8