theres usually a prick or cunt in every family
                                                hed allow he was difficult his ethics were hard but to align him as a prickGo ahead dare ya if siblings or extended family dared to open their mouths hed close it for them . . these screwballs didnt conceive of banding together and attacking en masse  an yet they think hes a prick  FuckChrist whadey sniffin

it was queer to be born into a family and raised on par yet swing so wide of his parents and siblings
                                                                                                          asif their shared upbringing provided no alignment of ideation or critical values he could have called them morals but he didnt want to think his family was immoral  between them 

it astonished him that of nine children only he the eldest and his secondborn sister – they were five years apart -- shared like-values which they recognised early and became keenly intimate
he may have rubbed off on her

he didnt create a monster on purpose

though monsters need playmates

all told – they were extremely different from the rest of the family – and for that difference they were shunned which didnt affect him because as a boy he knew he didnt want to live in-state and that which beckoned him continues to beckon he was restless what he called homehis boyhood family house was bulldozed long ago
                                                                                                     but his sister remained in-state and the bestial shunning eventually broke herbroke her health 

she refused to submit to their orthodoxy she tried to change them her earnest desire to make better people of them was the slender thread of difference between them  

he said Theyre not worth your time and effort

she said They’re my family; I love them.

Family is a noun If you conflate or imbue it with unwarranted attributes youre being too kind and they will see your kindness as a weakness and beat you for it Theyre vampirestheyll bleed you

I can’t help myself, Joe. I . . I . can’t sever myself from our family.

Unfortunately I cant help you babe

It’s different because you’re awa . . 
. . Away  There is no differencethe only difference is that away I cant physically hurt them  I would Theyd understand that

his family was pricked and cunted like the nearly-invisible spines on nettle

  

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