he was takin a leak maybe maybe maybe he had had too much to drink
Fuckin kiddin me he berated
himself
on the evening he had four beersfour shots of Jack shabby when he was younger eightnine beers a fifth of Jack THEN that might have been too much
on the evening he had four beersfour shots of Jack shabby when he was younger eightnine beers a fifth of Jack THEN that might have been too much
no matter following day he always remembered what
happened
soNO he didnt have too much to drink
tonight . . was . a bit different
Indians of Old might have known what
they were talkin about those who refused to have their photographs taken fearful . of having their souls . . stolen
to take a leak leavin the room on his bookcase are family photographs and loved ones who recently died his family took it on the chin suffered four deaths a terrible stretch
how their lives were dictated not that he could profess to
believe in that how they died within a month was
devastating
he was grateful no one knew what to say
there wasnt anything to say
he appreciated they didnt
anif someone said
he wasnt polite
there wasnt anything to say
he appreciated they didnt
anif someone said
he wasnt polite
Please Would you shaddup . please
he could suppose they might
figured . errantly . he had a built-in excuse
. . to be . rude
No
they were rude
he was an abrasive brusk mirror held up to their faces SHADDUPplease
their photographs were on his
bookcase
he looked at each as he passed
their eyes met
they didnt avert theirs
their eyes hardened
as he took a leak he thoughthe imagined they disapproved of his boozin
well . . when they were alive
they kept their peace Dammit being dead shouldnt change that they could keep it still
he missed them terribly
and sometimes he missed them more
like tonight
2034, Reggae Friday, 10 7.
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