he saw her from behindChrist he could have done without seeing
her at all he hoped she was pregnant she waddled like a
duck
he had walked like that once but that
couldnt be her reason she was wearing a
sundress he shit in his pants
then it occurred
to him he wasnt going to find out if
that was her natural gait he wasnt going to catch her she was up a block and going around a corner obscured
by an unclipped hedge
GONE
shit out of luck
and more than a bit surprised
that he was irked he wouldnt know why
was that important or rather why did her walk rankle him he hadnt like her sundress
unworthiness passed down through your lineage
the
unworthiness in your cellular memory
We will talk again with the
silent ones . .
a podcast he overheard
. . take conscious control of
every moment of your life . .
. . the unconscious energy of your
past random experiences . .
what a crock of shit
Do you really subscribebuy into this babe
I . . think . interior work is
good . introspection.
Ill grant ya that but talk again with the silent ones
I think that is more a matter of
centering one’s self, rather than talking, with the silent ones.
Lotsa thinkin coming out of your
mouth which Im grateful to hear rather
than believing
No. I . I believe.
If you believe you shouldnt say think
I say think to . . to . placate .
you.
Me You dont have to placate mehave you ever
known me to placate anyone
No . .
. . Damn right
Your belief system
is yours Have I ever stepped on yoursinsisted insisted I dont believe I have
You haven’t.
Thank you
Then why try and placate me
Maybe placate was the wrong wor .
.
.
. It was
Placate mollify pacify soothe
appease Im not a child Im not your
childmaybe this is your motherness coming out at me
Save it for your children
she shrugged
they left it at that
1422, sunnySunday,
12 7. 20
1331, Monday,
13 7. 20
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