dreamtime

he didnt have dreams like other people last night he dreamt of a singular placard all night long

PANTHER ANNIHILATES THE UNNECESSARY

the placard changed colours pastels throughout the night lighted by a source he couldnt see either from behind him or it and while dreaming his dreaming-self thought it was rather . . subjective . the words . . who was the panther. what was unnecessary . .

You have a beautiful house

Thank you. We’re very happy with it. Where do you make your home?

Central Coast  I rent a house

You don’t own it?

No

At your age I would have thought you did.

I get that a lot

Excuse me?

No excuseya didnt thinkya opened your mouthya made a baseless assumption or rather perhaps based it primarily on your circumstances fortune  entitlement

                                            As I said get that a lot Reason being or likely the reason is I was careless with my body when I was younger  I threw it around

Careless? That’s not wise.

Wise  I believe wise is subjective

                                    When I said careless I meant I threw cautions to the wind  not . . not to be confused with being intrepid I recoil from dishonesty  greed from manipulation Lets recognise that to afford a house one must havemust hope many more likely hope than have a continuous flow of money or a career 

Ive made a career of not having a career
                                            Makes my father nuts

The only desire Ive ever held to own a house was to have a yard  for a garden

In California following my wifes want and desire we werent able to afford property
Its a joke

Employers threaten your employmentthey use your house as leverage to their benefit

Rmployers that pull that shit always say It isn’t personal  Well  they need to die It is personal They know that

My needs have always exceeded what I might want The majority of things I have arent mine Im holding them for my family absently he said An my familys left me  an left me holding the bag

he might suppose he wasnt a panther

0911,  Friday,  31  1. 20

1511, Monday,  6  7. 20

Blood, Sweat & Tears  Spinning Wheel  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFEewD4EVwU