10.5.20



I confess



I confess
          he thought only priests heard confesses an ofcourse when priests get drunk together Have I got one for you!
God leans in close Tell me. Maybe I’ll recall. You remember how many votive you had them light? Excuse me if I don’t recall; lots of people assume they’ve sinned, good you boys keep the screws tight. furiously he rubs his hands together  Speaking of boys . .




I confess Nin wrote as Linotte 13 years old  Linotte is French for linnet a kind of finch  a little bird

she confessed


writing is an act of confession

admitting
revealing
exposing 
           maybe thats why people dont prefer to writenot even to answer a letter  he could suppose that they werent committed
            and maybe thats why he didnt get along with many people

he was committed


                          he supposed he could be   dishonest          

but that wasnt in his makeuphow as a juvenile he formed accumulated   congealed

he could no more lie than he could submit to greed


greed isnt necessarily selfishnesshe was selfish

selfknowing has selfworth

unnegotiable

NOT FOR SALE
                  See?


a confession committed in wrioting


0749,  Monday,  23  12. 19
1814,  Saturday,  9  5. 20

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