SOAR!

                 it was on a greeting card

it sounded beautiful

 

                      when he imagined soaring he saw agile hawks and eagles hardsilhouetted against a blue sky
their soaring was natural  royal  and defiant

                                                  he preferred defiance it was probably some kind of slavish deficiency  a sloven genetic mutation that quietly unveiled itself revealed itself  

apparently his family was ripe

                                 and misfortunate genetic mutations have a cruel habit of suddenly exposing themselvesSURPRISE!

                       leaving them to contend with their horrible genetic consequences  consequences baked into the cake

BRCA-1

SUD-1

       lethal acronyms that had stood in line waiting to make their appearance

he detested acronyms                       

                     he had always tried very hard to deny their simplistic shorthand    

he detested BRCA and SUD as he detested CA

he wrote California

                     often he wrote Californicate or Californication

hed beaten the Red Hot Chili Peppers to the punch by years

they werent as clevernot as clever as they thought or someone thought up for them

SOAR!

he thought the card was cruel

his daughter couldnt lift her arms

the card giver inside it wrote her addressing her soul

her soul

he didnt give soul much credencenot right nownot while his daughter was fighting with every fiber of her body to survive

fuck soul 

Fuck soul he wanted her to win the longest shot of her life

it was no time to encourage her soul

2225,  Sunday,  3  11. 19

1103,  Monday,  23  3. 20

Guess Who  No Time  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yKy4qhQNTLQ

Vanilla Fudge  You Keep Me Hanging On  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cft60HYb7Fs