29.3.20



empath


if anyone else had said it about themselves hed say Horseshit


he held his tongue
                   he didnt have to bite it

You wanna assume that

Assume who I amwhat I am?

Goodness  Not used to you being testy or defen . .
. . You don’t usually question me.

Im not 

I asked a simple question


As I understand it psychs describe empaths as people who experience great empathy . .
. . I do . .
. . You do  Yaint telling me what I dont know

However they also describe empaths that they often take on the pain of others at their own expense
                                                                                                          Baggage and you should know emphaticallycorrect Im teasing first  I believe people ought to carry their own weight  second questioning you or asking you a question are two separate two different things

I asked you a question


I ask because your grandmother put that away She saidadmitted that she didnt want the responsibility the awesome irrevocably responsibility for othersfor their welfare at her expense

The way I see it  people smell that smell empathy on you and theyll suck you dry  And when you pullback to safeguard your health your mental and physical health  as is your right they think it aintyoure not allowed  Youre not allowed to trade horses midstream And youll always be midstream according to  them

According to them?

According to them

According to them?


You want it Then okay According to those fucks
Happy

I’m happy you’re being honest . .
. . As Ive always been

I know you know


I never talked with Gramma about her refusal, as you say, to be other than who she was suppo . .
. . Ask her


Youve always been a kind gentle girl willing to turn your cheek 

Though some people arent going to let you

And it seems today that there are more fucks than people willing to meet you halfway


Saw that when I was a young man


There are those who deserve the hand out the help up

But then there are those who dont

One at a time

Person by person

I aint generalising I wouldnt


An empath you open yourself up

That’s who I am.

Also who you are is yaint stupid


You tell me you can balance this go whole hog

But I raised you

I may not have known you youre whole life but I raised youyour mother raised you And Im sorry to say Look what your mother got

She didnt call herself an empath No
                                       But look what she got

I wish I could say through no fault of her ownI wish


Life is mean girl

Yet you have always said you've looked only to be happy.

It seems you should know  Ive had to carve my happiness out My abruptness My  wha your sister call it  ah cantankerous

Thats correct


There are those who fuck and those who are fucked

Better to be a fiftyone fortynine fucker cuz aint a soul alive who can straddle that line


You be who you are That I believe in

I just wish I could protect you


Protect me from myself?

Youre the empath You know that answer


Best we leave it I love you 

Your life is your life Absolutely


I love you, Dadu

Dadu Aint gonna let that Dadushit go are you
Nope

Awwell Once a mistakealways a mistake

1823,  Saturday,  28  3. 20

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