his sister wouldnt have approved 

                                    in letters he wrote the date as the day and the month  it was September 6

which he deciphered as 6 9.  blatantly numerical   sexual

it wasnt that she was a prude it was rather that he fecklessly implied sex injected it inseminating anything and everything he wrote or said  no matter how obscure 

it was a knack 

he insisted it was wit

he loved painting things red  

it was always just a matter of timehe never relented  Wait for it Wait  Wait for it  he played conversations fingered them as if they were instruments inevitably strumming it with nuance or raucously jamming I GOT BLISTERS ON MY FINGERS!

his sister wasnt a prude 

she just wasnt one to admit her sexual proclivities -- hed insist the word was proclitives – she was private she wasnt willing to admit to her big brother no matter how often he gleefully pushed her  You know she said a gentleman wouldn’t ask or even suggest.

No  Not a gentleman  Though who the fuck thinks Im a gentleman OhHellNo

Ive always try to give you the leeway to embrace it.

Ohbaby Youve known me too long to waste your time You know me better than that love

So  Do I need remind you

Remind me?

Oh definitelyyes  Remind you

Remind me she said softly  Remind me of what?

Really

Your really befuddles me.

May I illuminate a moment youve obviously forgotten suppressed  I think you may have suppressed it

I've suppressed something?

Definitely

Okay, smarty pants, what am I forgetting . . rather, suppressing, as you say?

You’ll have to tell me.

I’m drawing a blank.

I love blanks Lemme fill in your blanksketch in broad linesin a few words  Im confident once I crack the door an you see it all will coming rushing back to you

So?

The suspense is killing me.

Precisely  I think Im enjoying this more than I should

Apparently an inside joke?

For now  Youll be with me in a moment

I’m waiting.

A party A really fucking boring party  You were fifteen Dating Rich 

Anything

Nope.

A good scrub baby  At an apartment complex a swimming pool 

Nope.
Nope

Lots of apartment complexes have swimming pools. We went to a lot of parties together. You always forgot how old I was.

You were mature

I looked mature.

Ohyeayadid

And so?

I  figured  we could liven it up   skinnydipping
Ohmy! And you got naked in the livingroom. In front of everyone.  Jesus.                                                       

Ah  Bingo  You remember

Aw, Jesus.

You really remember

Stop. I do, I do.

That may have been a bit much to throw you into  Im sorryI apologise

You said you were sorry then.

I did
You did.

Huh 

Yes. After the police broke it up.

You came up to me and held me as I cried.

Im sorry you cried But it was reallyreally nice to get those girls out of their clothes  I wasnt disappointed

You didn't disappoint a lot of those girls when you lost your clothes either.

Wha can I say  I lead by example

You do. 

I appreciated your apology. 
Now, if only you had taken the time to dress before you hugged me and apologized quietly in my ear.

Ah wasnt high on my list Youve always been high on my list

Thank you. I didn’t want you to think poorly of me because I didn’t skinnydip.

Honey. I changed your diapers  I wasnt interested in seeing you naked

I guess there’s that.

Indubitably Ohgoodness   You ought to say that baby  It feels real good in your mouth

This isn’t going anywhere sexual is it?

Indubitably  Are you kiddin

Indubitably.

Softer

Indubitably.

Nicehuh

Yes. I’ll give you that.

Ive told you havent I  Ive nicknamed my cock Indubitably
STOP.

she wasnt a prude  she was reserved   he assumed however she was like pulling the pin on a grenade
    

            

1732,  Thursday,  6  9. 18
1139,  Saturday,  8  9. 18